Tumbling down

My dreams have been weirding me out lately. Lucid isn't enough of a word for it, really. Last week I was sure, positive, I KNEW that I had spoken to Kermie in the middle of the week. I remember it. This is impossible, naturally. But I can still hear it, see it. I don't know. Insanity or something.

I thought I set an alarm this morning. My phone goes off at 11:15, and then again at 11:17, to keep the alarm on a 2-3 minute snooze, effectively. I accidentally killed it at 11:15, then waited two minutes for the alarm and cut that one, too. I then set a separate timer to go off at noon. I heard it go off, and I rolled over because my neck hurt and dozed off again.

I woke up much later to Megaman 2's Wily stage music that signaled Rob calling me, on my stomach, my neck still hurting. My phone didn't register any remnants of the timer for noon, even though it should have, because those things don't go away until you remove them.

I could just be imagining it, but I don't know. Feels weird. It's happened pretty frequently basically since I took that Valerian root.

I've decided I can't ever experiment with hardcore hallucinogenics. Not that I'd really given it consideration or anything, but part of me feels like (or felt like, depending on when you asked me) that among all of the highly-illegal substances out there, I'd be more keen on trying out the mind-altering ones in the form of hallucinogenics. Harmless stuff, blah blah blah expand your mind.

I'm pretty sure if I ever touched that stuff I'd have my moments like I do now, where the lines of what's actually happened/are happening blur so hard I'd have to wonder what exactly I remembered clearly.

I just learned that Dark Side of the Moon was recorded at Abbey Road.

Ever feel like life was a film or sitcom or something, a book maybe, and there were all these subtle hints foreshadowing everything all around you but you never knew it? This sort of feels like I'm getting a glimpse behind the curtains or something, like there's something in the mix that I'm close to seeing but just haven't the perception to grasp.

And now I sound like a crazy person.