Let's assess here for a minute. Last night his tweets were about removing everything so I'd have to find a new toy (snrk), and how he's so much the victim for posting things on his own. Poor Kyo, having to face consequences for his inactions! Today, we get some faux-intellectual face-saving about how fascinating it is that when you hurt people and act like a horrible person, those affected respond to you. Is this some kind of new thing? Intentionally pissing off people who are your friends and then completely ignoring that you had a hand in things? Everything coming your way, all this "needless drama" is a DIRECT RESULT of the way you handled things, Kyo. That is to say, how you did NOT handle things. You intentionally ghosted yourself online to wait and see if we would go crawling and seek you out. You dropped us all like a sack of hammers when we got mad at you for doing this, and you didn't utter a word to anyone as you dismantled your entire "fake" online persona.
Then you stride back into the internets, using the same name, same blog, playing the same games. You institute the same alleged-mask persona that you used as an excuse to abandon all of us not even a month after you Marked on us. You consider the backlash "needless?" We're people, Kyo. Angry people, hurt people. You can't just sweep us under the rug and expect everything to be suddenly okay and back to normal when you intentionally hurt people who were close to you for a year or more.
The most recent tweet is nothing but an attempt to put walls up and remove yourself from ground zero of all of this. The emote heart, the belittling tone in "your little heads,", the implication that you, OF ALL PEOPLE, won't advertise it. It's all a (poor and transparent) attempt at making yourself somehow come out on top, and half-victim card. No more Kyo for the big mean bullies to pick on anymore, no sir.
If you didn't enjoy needless nonsense you wouldn't be responding to me, because that's what all of this is: A response. A cowardly, passive-aggressive response but one nonetheless. It isn't like you're posting any of this dialogue for your followers because that number is a big fat goose egg. It isn't like you're putting a message out for anyone to see except those who would seek you out, which is again not me and a perverted play on exactly what made you drop us in the first place.
You crave attention. Your ego is astounding, and even though this is negative attention, people are looking for you. People are responding to you. You crawled back to XI with old friends who would welcome you, probably because you went on to do so much more (with us) than they could. You're walking in with a level 90 weapon (that we completed for you) and a ton of gear (we got for you.). Sure, you were working on things yourself, but let's be honest. Brew-locking Empousa for his polearm drop? Yeah.
You crawled back to XI to be welcomed back in as Kyo, that "mask" that makes up more of your entire being than you feel comfortable admitting, hence the elaborate and ceremonious "dropping" of him and your withdrawal from everyone who knew Kyo. That didn't last long because your life is incredibly empty. You don't have a girlfriend. You didn't appear to have any friends outside of us, unless you count your church group. You have parents you don't like and an entry-level job that showed you exactly how little you know and how little you are worth. Your life was empty without people praising you, and since you dropped us, you found people who didn't know about any of the bullshit you pulled and buried the past month in that, ignoring it because it reminds you just how lonely and pathetic you are.
Flash to 3 hours ago, when you're writing your tweets on your lunch break. Last night you took a lot of damage, given your responses to criticism and the removal of your Conglomerate and blogs and you took down the Kyo "mask" again. Today, you're not going to be put off by lol u so mad trolls and decide to just relocate, and no one will ever find you again.
Right.
You're going to post more bullshit no one is reading (see: zero followers) that is still all about Kyo. You're going to try and hide and feel relevant, you're going to hide from what you've done as if we don't exist. I am sorry to inform you it won't be that easy. A blog without Kyo starring in it is no blog at all, you even if you did rename Iroke and your blog and not rejoin the TaruTaru Times (which, by the way, is probably the only way you'll have anyone reading your blog because again, zero followers, no friends) you'd still have to make it all about you. That's what blogs are about. For fuck's sake, you named it KyoNet.
It won't last. Your current record for running from the path of bullshit you created as Kyo is too wide, too reaching. You couldn't pry yourself away from your own ego for a month.
Just crack already and say you're sorry.
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